My life, it's getting harder each and everyday. I tried to be patient and I tried to accept this but it's just too hard. I smile, smile like there's nothing wrong. I laugh, but inside no one knows. That's just us, human beings. We're just God's creation, and every God's creation has it's own conjecture. We can't run from it's test and just face it with patient. I'm trying my best to be patient. Don't get me wrong, I do accept what Allah gave to me. I accept with an open heart. I tried to do better, InsyAllah it will be fine. I still have my family, and friends. That's what matters most. They'll always there for me, even my boyfriend. I know we still doesn't know who's our life partner but if God's willing, I would like to be with my boyfriend forever InsyaAllah. Assalamualaikum.