I pray to God today abang, I asked Him to take care of you, make sure you're happy there and no one will hurt you. I really miss you abang, the last memories I have is when you sleep right next to me. I really miss you, I'm sitting here in your room now listening to Kak Yaya's blogspot song. Friday the 13th, Ammar IM me on facebook. He said if I got to meet you, he wanted me to call him cause he want to talk to you abang. And now today, ibu told me that Ammar had been caught :'( Why? Everyone is gone, one by one. Mhmm yesterday Mubin and (forgot his name) came to our house abang. They wanted to fixed your motor, so that it'll be easy for everyone. I love your motor and you, I'm gonna take a good care of it abang. Abang, that day I went to school late. Zzz mamu forgot to take me, went to school at 3. Haha late right :') If you were here, you'll send me and will be on time. Abang, that day I asked Ibu to buy me prepaid, but she said she didnt got time to go to the shop. I wish you're here, so that everything always have their own time abang. Abang, last week we went to back to Pineng, everyone talk about you there. I feel like crying but I just smile. Remember when you used to teach me to ride bicycle there? I fall so many time, but you said 'cuba lagi' and I tried and I did it abang (!) Every afternoon we'll go to the playground up on the hill, people say it's haunted but you said it's not. We played until Maghrib, and at night, we'll watch tv together and laugh at each other. Abang, remember when we use to fight, but we always work things out. I miss your penumbuk, zzz eventhough you are annoying, but you are the best abang. Please, Ibu said you'll come back next year. I'll wait abang, I'll wait.