Im sick,sick of this shit.About you,remembering you.Remembering everything about you,listening to our song make me wanna die.I wan to kill myself.I remember our first date

We're together,its 7.30 pm and I wanted to go home early so I have to go first but then you,you pulled my hand and kiss me on my lips.You smile and I was so blushing,I just went home with a big big smile.I feel so happy that day.I got a text from you saying "your lips are soft :)" and I smile again,and you said that you love me forever and you're gonna take care of me.I was happy,so happy that I forgot the meaning of sorrow.Im happy that your're mine.

But things change so fast,3 months and then..there's no more us in our life.No happy ending or whatever,just sorrow and sadness.I feel so lonely after you leave me,nothing could ever cheer me up.I tried to forget you,almost a year but its not working.I searched for you and than I found you back baby.Im so happy,I want you back baby,I really do.

That night,I text you and tell you how I feel and yes I still have feelings towards you and I do love you.But you didnt reply it,I tried to wait but you never ever reply my text.I know you're busy and all,but please think about my feelings too.I cried a lot lately,and its all because of you.I really love you baby,you're my heart.

But couple of week after,you text me but just for a while and then it all disappear.I called you,twice but you didnt pick up and I cried again.I tried to forget you,but I just can't.You meant a lot to me and please,Understand my feelings.I do love you and I hope that you'll give me a second chance to prove to you that I've change.Im begging you baby.I'll do anything for you,I really love you :( Dont make me cry again,I really do love you.

Sincerely,

Isyaaaaaa :(